Tuesday, October 30, 2018

The Haunting of Her Lips



Linking with The Sunday Muse for the muse # 27

Love, thieves, and fear, make ghosts. ~German Proverb




You are a haunted house my love and I am the ghost that walks your halls 
I have every room memorized but you do not remember me at all
I kissed you once and I kissed you twice more
but before the next you were long gone out the door
you see time stops for only a few things in this world
childbirth/seeing a ghost/ and kissing a girl
I held you close in your red sequin gown
and paraded you on my arm all over town
but what made me fall was that first kiss
and now I am a ghost that you do not know exists.











Tuesday, October 23, 2018

The Magnificent Magician

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The Sunday Muse for muse # 26 and with Imaginary Gardens for The Tuesday Platform brought to us by Sanaa
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We do not err because truth is difficult to see. It is visible at a glance. We err because this is more comfortable. ~Alexander Solzhenitsyn




It is a show I have performed on a big bright stage
 but it has never been magnificent, it has only been a comedy of pain
 Here comes the lady that performs magic tricks
  She makes things appear different with the click of a stick
 No rabbits come out of her big black hat
Only denial and excuses with a big black cat
If you do not look close you will never see
The trouble disappearing act from scene to scene
What once looked bad is now all covered up
With magic gloves under a magic rug
Turns out it only makes for a bigger mess
After the show is over and the rug gets wet
And every performance turns out the same
Turns something medium into a bigger pain
I know cause I did the show many many times
And it always ended the same come rain or shine
My problems magically grew larger right on the stage
And every show I still do that trick just the same
I finally had to take off my magic hat and lay down my stick
For only God can perform a true magnificent magic trick.



Classic enablers can be like a crazed magician or a frenzied maid, trying to fix the world around them and make the problems of those they love disappear.  It is a job that can make for a weary heart and was never what we were meant to do.  I know this because I am one, and I spent many years trying to smooth the rough waters of alcoholism and addiction right at my own front door.  One thing I have learned in the process is this:  the force of dysfunction of a classic enabler can be just as horrific of an addiction as drugs or alcohol abuse can be.  No wisdom of others on the outside looking in could stop me.  It is a struggle that I still wrestle with, but I have learned to see it for what it is, and not let denial cover my eyes with a blind fold like a magician’s ruse.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

Drink Up





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Linking with Poets United for Poetry Pantry # 425


The tragedy of life is not so much what men suffer, but rather what they miss.

~Thomas Carlyle



We define ourselves
 not by the struggles that we have in life
 but rather by the way we face them
 and handle their affect day by day
 that decides what we become.
  Life and the battles we face are not a respecter of persons
  They do not withhold the blessings nor the strife.
  They come together with the air that feeds our lungs
 like a cup and saucer for us to drink up.
  Some of us sip it cautiously
 and others swallow it wholeheartedly
 and enjoy every drop.
 Drink up my friend!  
Drink up!

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

The "F" Word



Linking with Imaginary Gardens for The Tuesday Platform brought to us by Vivian 


Adversity is like a strong wind. It tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that we see ourselves as we really are. 
~Arthur Golden, Memoirs of a Geisha


Frailty
fear
flame
far
finite
futile
frenzy
filthy
facade
fight
faulty
famine
fading
falling
fleeting
flood
final
fungi
fuss
folly
feces
F--- there are a lot of negative words that start with "F"!

But on the positive side:

Fierce
fearless
flow
focus
flourish
flawless
feasible
fine
faithful
friendly
fit
fulfilled
flexibility
free
future
frugality
forgive
flower
fair
fortitude



Female,


Fragile as a flower tough as a flame
 the force of a woman's heart
can stop a moving train
we may not have big muscles
but we have a gigantic heart
and when it comes
to molding people
we play the biggest part
we carry an influence
that is heavy like blocks of steel
and in our gentle nature
we have a strength that's real
for we are
fragile as a flower tough as a flame
and the force of a woman's heart
can stop a moving train.

Monday, October 15, 2018

I Fall in Love with Fall

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Linking with The Sunday Muse for the Muse # 25

Autumn burned brightly, a running flame through the mountains, a torch flung to the trees. ~Faith Baldwin


Autumn lives within my heart
deep and sultry
 stirring me to thirst
as I wait for October
all year
and when it arrives
I melt into the scenery
like the wax of a brightly lit candle
the crackling of red and golden leaves
upon my feet and a smile on my face.

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

The Songwriter


Linking with Imaginary Gardens for The Tuesday Platform


~The singer sets the song to flight, but it is the songwriter that gives it it's wings.~


Raise your voice friend
raise it high
let the notes reach
from dawn to night
like a sparrow up in the sky
it has a song and it has to fly
it carries a story under it's wings
and pays it forward when it sings

*******

Raise your voice child
sing it loud
live your dreams
and live them proud
like a sparrow up in the sky
it has a song and it has to fly
it carries a story under it's wings
and pays it forward when it sings

*******
Raise your voice dear
cry out true and strong
give love meaning
give it song
like a sparrow up in the sky
it has a song and it has to fly
it carries a story under it's wings
and pays it forward when it sings



Dedicated to Amber Whitworth and Vicki Rogers, two beautiful songwriters I know and love.

Nature Has a Song

"The Hare and the Crow"  by Amanda Clark

Linking with The Sunday Muse for Muse #24

Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Nature has its own scene with a sweet beat and flow.
It hops like a rabbit and calls like a crow.
The sun has a slow dance of seduction with the moon
and underneath their cadence, is where all the flowers bloom.
The wind whispers strong yet gentle to each and every tree
and when it is time, there is a colorful dance of leaves
It is like a love song that plays right before our eyes

For nature’s song has perfect timing that is lovely, strong, and wise.



Tuesday, October 2, 2018

I Crossed a Wild River






Linking with Imaginary Gardens for The Tuesday Platform brought to us by Pat


Change always comes bearing gifts. ~Price Pritchett



I crossed a wild river of all that was

and I lost all that I left behind
winds of change can be unmerciful
and even more so unkind

cobble stone and mortar

foundation and rail
oh the stories they hold 
if they had a voice to tell the tale

So much devastation so much change

lives lost, piles of rubble
and life's plans rearranged

but through it all

 we have grown strong and wise
rebuilt buildings, recovered homes
and repaired lives

Humanity is resilient 

and courageous in storm and loss.
man gives all when all can seem lost

So looking back now 

under a sunny and cloudless sky
I can see the miracles 
that in crisis did arise

for once I crossed a wild river of all that was

and I lost all I had before
but in the process
 I also gained so much more.

Opportunity * Hope * Purpose

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Linking with The Sunday Muse for Muse # 23

I can't wait all my life
On a street of broken dreams.
~Journey

Hope is not a second cousin once removed that lives in a far away state
it is as close as a dear child planting kisses upon your face.

Opportunity is not some rock star that lives in California that you will never meet
it is countless pebbles along your path right at your feet.

Purpose is not a mountain top that you could never reach
it is anyone's chair that sits in an alley way so just walk up and take a seat.